Pursuit of Happiness

Whats happiness???.. hmmm.... Something that makes you feel good. A silent wish that subconsciously sits in your mind, overshadowed by the your endeavors, your desires for the things you crave for but don't really want (...ask yourself). Trust me, its Happiness that everyones looking for. The day you are truly n sincerely HAPPY, you wouldn't have anything else to search for.

Now where does it come from..... Success, accomplishments, redemptions, moments that rekindle your emotions, a good company, love....... the list is endless, if the general viewpoint is considered. But mind you, its comes from YOU, your own inner self because you will find happiness where YOU want to see it.

The other day i was talking to a friend of mine, as usual in a dejected overtone i asked him," Why is it that i am always engrossed in gloom and depression and everyone else seems happy?" He retorted," For everyone else you seem to be happy as well."( the answer cudnt have been better). This led me too a conclusion that either everyone is happy (which is not the case i suppose) or else everyone is caught in the myriad false assumptions of happiness(that exist and largely believed too) and are somewhat lost in their way to ecstasy.

So try to find Happiness in anything that comes forth you, even in the most dispirited and despondent of times. Subtle changes in your attitude, your perceptions, your way of looking at things, situations, could make a whole lot of difference and then you will be well and truly on course for the eternal quest of mankind.

Hope someone finds Happiness, the way i suggest, it will feel nice( because i am often complained for being too serious to give someone happiness). But for me to be happy, its still a long way, because my pursuit is still ON........

First Things First

so finally i m here.....after much thinking n too much thinking i m here writing a blog.... n i feel its best, wen u write something without thinking, coz wen u r thinking, u r thinking n do nthing else( at least its true for me) u knw wen i first thought to write a blog it was 2005 A.D. bt i think it was 'written' that this had to be written in 2007 A.D. i knw its been a patient wait frm ur side..... thanks a ton... i dont exepct a comment frm u all too... i knw u r angry for me being so late... i accept dat.sorry
i can hv a barrage of excuses to explain dat --
i didnt have time(the first excuse dat wud come to anybdy's mind),
i didnt hv ideas( he he .. as if another FOUNTAINHEAD was in the making),
i wasnt in the mood( huh! as if each day has to be a holiday)
i cudnt find the words to express myself ( as if you r nw deftly articulating everythng btw 2005A.D. to 2007A.D.)
i was thinking too much that i got confused wat to write( ha ha ha .. that shud go down as 1 of the finest jokes frm anshul)
i was too lazy to start( haan........ 'ab aya na line pe')(for any angrez reading it, it means -- 'the cat is out of the bag')

Actually it takes a lot of time for me to make a formal draft out of all the thinking, scribbling, graffiiti i tend to do b4 writing anything. Bt this time i just went ahead and wrote something n the outcome is far frm formal, still mission accomplished.